ThelifeIdesired 　　我所追求的生活 　　Thatmustbethestoryofinnumerablecouples,andthepatternoflifeoflifeitoffershasahomelygrace.Itremindsyouofaplacidrivulet,meanderingsmoohtlythroughgreenpasturesandshadedbypleasanttrees,tillatlastitfallsintothevastysea;buttheseaissocalm,sosilent,soinfifferent,thatyouaretroubledsuddentlybyavagueuneasiness.Perhapsitisonlybyakinkinmynature,stronginmeeveninthosedays,thatifeltinsuchanexistence,theshareofthegreatmajority,somethingamiss.Irecognizeditssocialvalue.Isawitsorderedhappiness,butafeverinmybloodaskedforawildercourse.Thereseemedtomesomethingalarminginsucheasydelights.Inmyheartwasdesiretolivemoredangerously.Iwasnotunpreparedforjaggedrocksandtreacherous,shoalsitIcouldonlyhavechange-changeandtheexicitementofunforeseen. 　　这一定是世间无数对夫妻的生活写照,这种生活模式给人一种天伦之美.它使人想起一条平静的溪流,蜿蜒畅游过绿茵的草场,浓荫遮蔽,最后注入烟波浩渺的汪洋大海；但是大海太过平静,太过沉默,太过不动声色,你会突然感到莫名的不安.也许这只是我自己的一种怪诞想法,在那样的时代,这想法对我影响很深：我觉得这像大多数人一样的生活,似乎欠缺了一点儿什么.我承认这种生活有社会价值,我也看到了它那井然有序的幸福,但我血液里的冲动却渴望一种更桀骜不驯的旅程．这样的安逸中好像有一种叫我惊惧不安的东西．我的心渴望一种更加惊险的生活.只要生活中还能有变迁———以及不可知的刺激,我愿意踏上怪石嶙峋的山崖,奔赴暗礁满布的海滩. 　　TheRainyDay雨天 　　Thedayiscold,anddark,anddreary; 　　Itrains,andthewindisneverweary; 　　Thevinestillclingstothemolderingwall, 　　Butateverygustthedeadleavesfall, 　　Andthedayisdarkanddreary. 　　Mylifeiscoldanddarkanddreary; 　　Itrainsandthewindisneverweary; 　　Mythoughstillclingtothemolderingpast, 　　Butthehopesofyouthfallthickintheblast, 　　Andthedaysaredarkanddreary. 　　Bestill,sadheart!Andceaserepining; 　　Behindthecloudsisthesunstillshining; 　　Thyfateisthecommonfateofall, 　　Intoeachlifesomerainmustfall, 　　Somedaysmustbedarkanddreary. 　　天冷、阴暗、沉闷； 　　下着雨,风也刮个不停； 　　藤还攀附着颓垣残壁, 　　每来一阵狂风,枯叶附落纷纷, 　　天真是阴暗而沉闷. 　　我的生活寒冷、阴郁、沉闷； 　　下着雨,风也刮个不停； 　　我的思想还纠缠着消逝的往事, 　　大风里,我的青春希望相继熄灭, 　　天真是阴暗而沉闷. 　　安静吧,忧伤的心!别再悔恨； 　　乌云后面太阳依然辉煌灿烂； 　　你命运和大家的一样, 　　每个人一生都得逢上阴雨, 　　有些日子必然阴暗而沉闷. 　　Whentimesbecomedifficult(andyouknowtheysometimeswill),rememberamomentinyourlifethatwasfilledwithjoyandhappiness.Rememberhowitmadeyoufeel,andyouwillhavethestrengthyouneedtogetthroughanytrial. 　　Whenlifethrowsyouonemoreobstaclethanyouthinkyoucanhandle,remembersomethingyouachievedthroughperseveranceandbystrugglingtotheend.Indoingso,you'llfindyouhavetheabilitytoovercomeeachobstaclebroughtyourway. 　　Whenyoufindyourselfdrainedanddepletedofenergy,remembertofindaplaceofsanctuaryandrest. 　　Takethenecessarytimeinyourownlifetodreamyourdreamsandrenewyourenergy,soyou'llbereadytofaceeachnewday. 　　Whenyoufeeltensionbuilding,findsomethingfuntodo.You'llfindthatthestressyoufeelwilldissipateandyourthoughtswillbecomeclearer. 　　You'relisteningtoFaithRadioOnline-SimplytoRelax,I'mFaith.Whenyou'refacedwithsomanynegativeanddrainingsituations,realizehowminusculeproblemswillseemwhenyouviewyourlifeasawhole--andrememberthepo