Whenthefinalsunsetcomes,willIbeabletowalkawayknowingIhadcompletelyenjoyedthedaysofmylife?Ioftenfindmyselfthinkingandreflecting.However,attheendofitall,Irealizethatmyfearaboutthefutureisnothavingafuture. 　　I'mworriedthatintheblink1ofaneyemylifewouldend.Iwouldnothaveexperiencedeverythinglifehastoofferoraccomplishedallmygoals.Mylifewouldbelivedwithouteverhavingapurpose.Ineedtolivealifewithapurpose,thepurposeofimprovingandimpacting2others'lives.Idon'twanttoclosemyeyes,withthemillionsofthingsinmylifeleftundone,notexperienced,notachieved,runningendlesslyuntilmylastbreathisapainfulregret. 　　Ihavenotyetbroughtjoytomyparents.Themanyexpectationstheyhaveformehavenotbeenmet.Iwanttomakethemproud;thelovetheyhavegivenmeisbeyondwords.Tobringhappinesstothembyfulfillingtheexpectationstheyhaveforme,willbethefirststepinlivingafulfilledlife. 　　IhavenotyetbecometherolemodelIwanttobeformyyoungersiblings3.Iwanttobethepersontheylookupto,thepersonthattheyturntoforguidance.However,Ihavenotyetbeenthroughenoughoflife'shardshipstobewiseenoughtogivethemtheadvicetheyneed.Ilovetheinnocenceintheirsmiles,butIalsoknowwithtimethatwillfade.Iwanttobethepersonwhoprotectsthemandtheonewhoshowsthemtherightwaywhenthey'relostinpeer4pressureortheirowndepression. 　　Ihavenotyetexperiencedtruefriendship.Lifehasgivenmemanyfriends,butitseemedwithtime,peoplechangedandsodidtherelationships.Friends,itseems,comeandgo.Ivaluefriendship,butsofarinlife,distanceoranotherfactoralwayscomesinthewayofmaintainingafriendship. 　　Ihavenotyethadmyheartbroken.IwanttolivelifeuntilIamabletobeinlove.Iwanttobeabletotrustaboyenoughtogivehimmyheart,andyetnotbeafraidtogetitbroken.Iwanttofeelthewarmthofbeinginloveandthesorrowsofhavingmyheartbroken.Ifearmyfuturewillnevercome,mylifeendingunfinished.Iamnotreadyformyfinalsunset.Iwanttocontinuemydaysinthesun,toexperiencethehappinessofthesunshineandthepainofthesunburn.Mylifeisnotreadytoend;itisbarelybeginning.Ihavejuststartedtolearnthemeaningoflife,mywantsandneeds,mygoalsanddreams.Iwanttobeabletolivelongenoughtoliveafulfilledlife,alifethatwillberemembered,alifethatmadeanimpact.Asofnow,Iamenjoyingthesunrise,hopingthesunsetwillcomewhenIwillbeabletowalkawayknowingIcompletelyenjoyedthedaysofmylife. 　　我觉得这篇还可以