第二节:完形填空(共20小题,每小题1.5分,满分30分)
FormuchofourlifemymotherandIhatedeachother.Ispentmostofmychildhood 36 withher–ortryingtoavoidheraswellasherbitternessunhappinessandendlesssmoking.Ilearnedhowtodefendmyselfwith 37 designedtohurther.Inturnshevowed(发誓)Iwouldhavea 38 whowouldfeelthewayaboutmethatIfeltabouther.
ManyyearslaterwhenmyhusbandandIdecidedtohaveachildIwas 39 tohaveagirl.Icouldn’t 40 thethoughtofadaughterwhomightnotloveme–orwhowouldwantto 41 fromme.AssoonasIbecamepregnantIwasconvincedIwashavingaboy.InthedeliveryroomonmydoctorputtingmybabyintomyarmsIcouldn’twaittotellmymotherIhada 42 while“he”wasagirl.AtthatmomentIcouldn’timaginewantinganyonebuther.
43 Icouldn’tforgetmymother’steasing(耻笑的)vowevenaftershediedandIsawherinamore 44 light.AsmydaughtergotolderwheneverwearguedIworriedwewere 45 thesameawfulpaththatmymotherandIhadgonedown.
Lastsummermydaughter 46 18thesameagewhenmymotherthrewmeoutofherapartmentpermanently.HoweverIwaswithher 47 forherfirstyearatcollege.WhenmyhusbandandIdroppedheroffatherschoolinNewYorkIfinally 48 tohermybiggestfearthatwewouldenduplikemeandmymother.“Thatwillneverhappen.”she 49 mekissingmegoodbye.SixweekslatermyhusbandandIreturnedtothecampus.I 50 myselfarguingwithmydaughteraboutherdirtyroomnotusingthelibraryandhermistakeofchoosingtheroomnearthebathroom.Icouldn’tstopmyself.Andthen 51 came:“You’rejustlikeyourmother”mydaughterscreamed.“Ihateyou.”Andthenshe 52_ away.
IfinallyheardthewordsIhadalwaysdreaded.ButmaybethatwasbecauseI 53 them.IhadalwaysworriedthebondIsharedwithmydaughterwould 54 .laterthateveningwepickedmydaughteruptoarestaurant.Weatein 55 .ButwhenweseparatedIhuggedher.Thenextmorningshecalledtellingshelovedme.Therewasn’tanythingtobeafraidofanymore.Therewasjustarelationshipweshouldworkonwitheachother.
36.A.sharing B.playing C.communicatingD.fighting
37.A.actions B.activities C.words D.weapons
38.A.husband B.friend