Dec.241848
DearJohnston
YourrequestforeightydollarsIdonotthinkitbesttosatisfynow.AtthevarioustimeswhenIhavehelpedyoualittleyouhavesaidtome“Wecangetalongverywellagain”butinaveryshorttimeIfindyouinthesamedifficultyagain.Nowthiscanonlyhappenbysomefaultinyourbehavior.WhatthatfaultisIthinkIknow.Youarenotlazyandstillyouareanidler(游手好闲).IdoubtwhethersinceIsawyouyouhavedoneagoodwholeday’sworkinanyotherday.Youdonotverymuchdisliketoworkandstillyoudonotworkmuchmerelybecauseitdoesnotseemtoyouthatyoucouldgetmuchforit.
Thishabitofuselesslywastingtimeisthewholedifficulty;itisvastlyimportanttoyouandstillmoresotoyourchildrenthatyoushouldbreakthishabit.Itismoreimportanttothembecausetheyhavelongertoliveandcankeepoutofanidlehabitbeforetheyareiniteasierthantheycangetoutaftertheyarein.
Youarenowinneedofsomereadymoney;andwhatIsuggestisthatyoushallgotoworkhardforsomebodywhowillgiveyoumoneyforit.
Letfatherandyourboystakechargeofyourthingsathome-prepareforacropandmakethecropandyougotoworkforthebestmoneywagesortopaybackanydebtyouowe.AndtosecureyouafairrewardforyourlaborInowpromiseyouthatforeverydollaryouwillbetweenthisandthefirstofMaygetforyourownlaborIwillthengiveyouoneotherdollar.Bythisifyouhireyourselfattendollarsamonthfrommeyouwillgettenmoremakingtwentydollarsamonthforyourwork.
Nowifyouwilldothisyouwillsoonbeoutofdebtandwhatisbetteryouwillhaveahabitthatwillkeepyoufromgettingindebtagain.ButifIshouldnowclearyououtnextyearyouwillbejustasdeepinasever.YousayyouwouldalmostgiveyourplaceinHeavenfor$70or$80.ThenyouvalueyourplaceinHeavencheaplyforIamsureyoucanwiththeofferImakeyougettheseventyoreightydollarsforfourorfivemonths’work.YousayifIfurnishyouthemoneyyouwilldeed(抵押)methelandandifyoudon’tpaythemoneybackyouwilldeliverpossession-Nonsense!Ifyoucan’tnowlivewiththelandhowwillyouthenlivewithoutit?YouhavealwaysbeenkindtomeandIdonotnowmeantobeunkindtoyou.Onthecontraryifyouwillbutfollowmyadviceyouwillfinditworthmorethaneighttimeeightydollarsto